Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Reality Checks

Few nights ago, right before I climbed into my bed, my mom called, it was 12:30am. My mom doesnt call that late so I thought it had got to do with my grandma. To my surprise, it was my dad, apparently my dad was very sick, due to high blood pressure, he threw up and had dillusion of me waiting to be picked up at KLIA, KL airport.

He kept telling my mom that I was alone at the airport and it was raining heavily, he actually took his keys and hopped into the car, started the engine and wanted to reverse out of the porch. Lucky my mom managed to lure him out of the car. That's why my mom called, just to check where was I and told me to call my sis.

So, at around 2am, my dad was sent to the Emergency and had a CT scan. Apprently it was his high blood pressure... 111, the normal level is 80-90.

I was very scared, I even planned to fly back to KL the next morning but mom stopped me.

I was worried that I would lose my dad, no, I knew he was not dying, but I was afraid he will just go senile and forget everyone in the family. Human.... is vulnerable sometimes

I am feeling so stressed out lately, studies + work + father, alot of pimples popping out on my face :(

I have to cancel my Margaret River trip because I have to study...... sigh.. but then again, will be freezing in down south ...grrrrr

Tuesday, May 30, 2006


I am bored....

With all the physical and mental stress, I decided to do soemthing to amuse myself......

Drum roll..... take silly pictures!

Shall I straighten my hair?

Didnt know my tongue is so 'pink'

OMG... I cant stand this 'kawaii' look
Laugh...go ahead and laugh

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

A coupls of my friends have been complaining to me about their long distant relationship... and very often I tell them "If you cannot change it, learn to enjoy it"

Yes, if you cant change the distance, learn to enjoy the distance. Being so far away from one another; you will get enormous freedom to do things that you want to do, no, I am not asking you to cheat, but the freedom to concentrate on things you really want to do, ie. job, studies, hobbies, sports.

Wei tol dme about one of her gal friends who doesnt like to bathe...... OMG! Watch out guys, there is a girl who doesnt like to bathe after a hot sweaty day in Singapore!

This gal friend of hers would bathe once in the morning and that's it. According to Wei, the girl's bed stinks.... I have no doubt

I also know a girl who doesnt like to wear underwear, she only wears underwear during her period. How interesting? No, I am not making this up, it is true!

This is the car that I am driving now, new Toyota Yaris 2006 Sedan.

Everyone says it is too big for me but heck I love it.

Ah...and the new car

I am still contemplating if I should allow Mylo to sit in my new car..... Shall I?

Monday, May 22, 2006

Busy Bee

Some friends asked if I have stopped blogging; no I did not stop, I was just getting extremely busy with work, studies and some business stuff.

Here am I, blogging on a freaking Monday morning, had an Email from boss, telling me what she needs by the time she gets in, which is another 2 hours away. Right after this entry, I will dive into a bunch of numbers and statistic....Oh Lord

I had a lot of interesting encounters lately, very interesting indeed......

Met a guy, who thinks he is a casanova born again....... nice guy but soemtimes I feel overwhelmed by the conversation we had

Wei had an accident, her car wrecked totally and she has to look for a new car. We were suppose to have dinner on that evening but she ended up in the hospital for the night and I was running around to sort of things for her. Glad that she is ok and no big injuries.... She borrowed my bike to get around to do her errands....hey woman, you better take good care of my new bike!

Started my own home business, helping people to lose weight and stay healthy. I have lost 2kg so far and 1 inch off from my waist and I don't feel lethargic anymore after lunch. The business is starting off well, hopefull it will be better.

The BEST news is, I am getting my new car today! A brand new Toyota Yaris Sedan 2006 (Dark grey); why dark grey? Because there are no any colours available and I am not fussy, so what the heck, thought of getting a red hottie but then I will have to wait 3 months ><, so dark grey it is then.

I have a friend, whom I dislike...... I hate him sometimes. Every word from his mouth is sacarstic. For example:

Aunt: Hey Jane, where did you have lunch this afternoon?

Me: Oh suppose to have Jap food, but ended in Ipoh Garden.... Ipoh Hor Fun!

Sucker: Ipoh Garden again!?? Why do you go there all the time? Really that good?

Me: Oh, do we see one another all the time?

Sucker: No

Me: Then how do you know I go there all the time.....

*absolute silence in the room, sucker's gf was confused....

Example 2

Me: I hate the owner of G***** C****** boss, he is really a bossy and always asked the customers to hurry up.

Sucker: Because you are not me..... I know him.. he doesn't do that to me

Me: Yea, coz you are a sucker (Of course, I kept that to myself)

I am glad I am not the only person who hates him.

Mother's Day:

Sent both of my parents to a weekend get away plus 2 concert tickets to watch their favourite singer in Genting Highland, of course that includes Father's Day gift.

The very 'dulan' thing was my mom's reaction:

Me: Hey mom, for mother's day, I am plannign to send you and dad to Genting for the weekend plus Fei Yu Ching's concert.

Mom: When? *I expected...'Gasp! Really? Oh wow, thank you!"

Me: 10th June

Mom: Oh, Fei Yu Ching? ermm yea your dad likes him too.....

Me: Yea, so want or not?

Mom: Let me think about it... I will let you know


Mom: ok byebye


Of course, they took the offer in the end...... parents these days... so diff to satisfy them

Monday, May 15, 2006

3 years

Yesterday was our (supposedly) 3 years anniversary. I was not happy but I tried to put up a happy face because I know I have to put it behind me.

Went to Kings Park on Sat night, there was where he asked me to be his gf. Looking at the view last night, I realised there are many changes since then, there is convention centre, the memorial tower that they built (I think it is for Anzac), the additional stretch on the freeway.....and us, we have changed.

Maybe I was naive to think that we would never change; apparently we did........

Sometimes, I do feel very empty and always look back at the things that we did together and they never failed to put a smile on my face. It is sad to know that they are in the past and there is no way for me to get them back.

Monday, May 01, 2006


I don't understand why most married men think sleeping with hookers is fine, they think it is a business deal, only sex an dmoney involve; so it is not considered cheating.

I was talking to my sister on the phone the other night, she told me that one of our friends is thinking of leaving the husband because he is seeing a woman from China. So she found out the husband was cheating and confronted him, the husband claimed that he was only paying her for sex.

HELLO!? Since when it is alright for a 'husband' to pay another woman for sex? You talk to your wife if you are not satified with your sex life; you dont go out and look for alternative....

Do you mind if your wife goes out and look for a gigolo when she feels like having soemthing different in the bed?

Then, I met a male friend recently. We were chatting about being mono in a relationship; well this fella claimed that he has 7 lovers and 1 gf. I don't know how true is that but heck.... he is afraid that the gf may find out; he said his gf may chop his dick and feed to the dogs. Why still do it then? If you dont want someone to find out what you are doing, best is not to do it. I learned that in Primary 6.

After hearing and seeing so many failed marriages and relationships, including my own experience, I am considering to find a sperm donor and be a mother. I think being a full time working class and full time mom is more than enough to handle than being a full time wife who has to guard her husband from all incoming threats. I dont want to play games in relationship anymore.

No, I dont want to be gay...stop asking me to be gay you people, neither becoming a bi!