J :"I have decided to go back to UK."
Me: "Oh? For good?"
J: "Yea, I think UK has mroe to offer..."
Me: "Oh ok, good.."
J: "Maybe you are right, I am not the type of guy for you..."
J: "I will probably go back to UK in January."
***1 hour later***
For people who know me, I get quiet when I am angry, the angrier I get, the quieter I become...
J: "So whats your plan?"
Me: "what do you mean?"
J: "about life..."
Me: "Life goes on"
Me turned around, put my bag down..."Look J, what do you want me to say? what do you want from me now?"
J : "I like you but I have to go back to UK, if I get too attached to you, it will be difficult for me to go to UK.
Me: "Then what do you want me to say?"
J: "I really like to hang out with you, we can still go out sometiems"
Me grabbed my bag turned around "Its bad time to talk now, I am speechless, you are a selfish piece of shit"
J: "Is ok, take your time, I can wait..."
What is there to wait for? Maybe we can still be friends...but not at this moment.
Funny isn't it? We are not even bf/gf, we were just exploring if we fit one another.
But I am indeed angry coz he already thinking of going back to UK even before he met me.