Every night, I cry myself to sleep, before I fall asleep, I hope that everythign was a dream, tomorrow will be fine and will be the same like last time.
The next morning, I realise that it was not a dream, the man who told me he loves me forever is gone and he is not coming back.
I am exhausted...
Used all my strength to hold my tears when I talked to my parents and my sister.....
Used my strength to concentrate at work and smile in front of my colleagues.
Used all my strength to hold my tears when I was talking to him
Used all my strength to pretend nothing has happened in front of my friends